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desert...

beatiful sand desert.just the nothingness ,the emptiness and the silence around it...and me in the middle just standing in one spot not knowing...and what i see all the signs showing the way.where? i can't see.damn can you believe it ,i'm blind? i can see the desert the beatiful blue sky,but not the way to change.am i just too afraid or maybe just too stuck to my past.both? who knows...

Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!
To Burn To Burn To burn 'cause I'm trying to
Live a life that seems to be a lost reality
I can never find no way to reach my inner self. I'm staying low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to seek through the gray that clouds my mind.

i was - i am